book tag · Books · Review

Mid-Year Book Freak Out 2024

Do you enjoy reading when stressed? Whether exhausted, overwhelmed, or in a health flare-up, I find reading can help. Let’s recap the highlights of 2024!

Five books I’m freaking out about include: a book that made me happy, my biggest surprise, the best audiobook, the best book of the year (so far), and a sweet, summer read!

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#1 – Book that made me happy

The House In The Cerulean Sea – By TJ Klune

In white text on a brown background, the quote reads, 
"Home is where we get to be who we are."
Left side: Book cover for The House In The Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune.
Cover Image: An artistic rendering of a steep, cliff-like island with a sturdy house built at the peak. Beyond, yellow sun sets beneath a pink-turquoise sky.

TJ Klune writes with levity and humor, despite themes of neglect and abuse.

To begin, we meet Linus Baker, as he stumbles out of his sedate routine and into a haven of sorts. An orphanage on an island in the sea.

A government worker for ‘the department in charge of magical youth’, Mr. Baker is fair in assessments. As he investigates, he tries to feel out what makes this orphanage so…odd.

The children are uniquely magical, but they are regular children. The house may be secluded, but it is inviting and bright.

Does the wry, unflappable Mr. Parnassis have good reason to isolate the children? The answer is here in this heartwarming, chosen-family story.

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#2 – Biggest surprise

The Cursebound Thief – By Megan O’Russell

Three young adult fantasy book covers by Megan O'Russell: The Cursebound Thief, The Oathbound Blade, The Bloodbound Knight

Coming in August 2024, book 4 will complete The Fracture Pact series, which is good enough for my personal rule not to read an unfinished series. (Ok, ok, it’s a rule I often break!)

The Cursebound Thief opens the series with Jerek Holden recruiting a team for a super secret heist. Why? To save the magical world, of course!

A recent tragedy fractured magic itself, leaving the feu–or the magical community–starved for magic. His father had theorized a solution, leaving Jerek to take over the mission. To succeed, he gathers together Ari, his chaotic platonic soulmate, a vampire thief, a werewolf who owes him a favor, a man on the inside, and his secret weapon, Grace.

Grace is just an average high school student, or so she believes before several teenagers impersonating X-men present her with a spiel about saving the world.

Even as they execute the plan, how can the team be certain that their goals are the same? Lets hope the teens can build trust by unearthing murder conspiracies and treasonous plots.

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#3 – Best audiobook

Funny Story – By Emily Henry

In white text on a red background, the quote reads, 
"Don't wait on anyone who's in no rush to get to you."
Left side: Book cover for Funny Story by Emily Henry.
Cover Image: A brightly colored artistic rendering of a woman and a man lounging at a bar. A floral bouquet sits at her elbow while a beverage pitcher sits at his. They each hold a drinking glass as though to cheers.

Funny Story by Emily Henry was super entertaining, despite the grand-scale betrayal!

Nothing like a betrayal to lay insecurities bare. Other fun effects: unlikely friends, fits of rage, and shoving emotions in the closet!

To begin, Daphne is engaged to her dream guy, Peter, decorating their new townhouse in style, and loving her children’s librarian gig. But then…Peter’s betrayal. He breaks off the engagement with an air of “whoops, my bad, but it’s for the best”. We hate Peter.

Miles’ girlfriend was Peter’s best friend-now-girlfriend. Having this heartbreak in common prompts a highly depressing roommate situation.

As she searches for her new chapter in life, Daphne opens up to her coworker, Ashley, and gets to know her new town with the help of Miles.

When her deadbeat dad turns up, abandonment issues in tow, Daphne questions whether she is willing to trust any one place as her forever home.

Julia Whelan’s audio performance of Daphne’s sardonic wit is excellent! Wow. Miles came to life, too, a gruff vocalization of a man discovering that emotions exist. 10/10

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#4 – Best Book Of 2024 so far

The Vanishing Half – By Brit Bennett

The Vanishing Half is a story in halves, the leavers and the left. Brit Bennett has done emotional heavy-lifting, afflicting convoluted characters with the complexities of joy, fear, comfort, and pain.

We can best appreciate this masterpiece by sitting in each heavy moment. Feel for a twin waking to find her other half gone. Feel for ungrieved and needless loss. Feel for ignorance. For loneliness.

Each woman is a main character. Love isn’t only for a story’s end. Maybe it’s the start, or the middle, before the worst happened. Maybe love is what happens when you walk straight through fear, unblinking.

The author hurdles between past and present to visit twins Desiree and Stella, Jude, Kennedy, Loretta, and Early the hunter.

A phantom limb of a story, The Vanishing Half hunts for lost truths. I sense that, if I sit in the story, there is more yet to feel about life and love.

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#5 – A Sweet Summer Read

A Fragile Enchantment – Allison Saft

In white text on a brown background, the quote reads, 
She had always believed life was what slipped through her fingers while she was idle. That life was something she wasted, not something she had.
But now, she understood how wrong she'd been.
Her heart beat. Her lungs swelled with air. Life was here, right in front of her.
Right side: Book cover for A Fragile Enchantment by Allison Saft.
Cover Image: Prince in a pale blue jacket dances with a long-haired woman in a pale green gown as they gaze into each other's eyes.

Always have on hand a cute romantic fantasy with creative magical elements!

Naimh aims to secure her family’s future by taking a lucrative offer to dress a royal wedding party.

However, Niamh has underestimated the political unrest between her own people and their former tyrant’s successor. Can she keep her head down? Will her ability to weave emotion into elaborate attire be used for a nefarious plot?

Why does the prince, Kit, refuse to prepare for his own wedding (and why is that Niamh’s problem)?

Find out in this absorbing tale of desperation, accountability, and self-acceptance by Allison Saft. (Additionally, we have representation of a fictional chronic illness, which I love to see!)

Conclusion

I’m buzzing from these reviews! This feeling is the opposite of stress. After a workweek full of computer troubleshooting and answering disgruntled emails, I am celebrating doing what I love: reading and writing! Thanks for keeping me company.

I hope you’ll share recommendations for happy, fun – new or old – books!

Thank you for reading. 💙

ID: Robyn, wearing ​a blue denim jacket, hair back, gazes over a railing at the expanse of ocean, forests, and cloudy sky.
Books · mental health · Review

My Comfort Reads

Coffee and books – audiobooks, bookish podcasts, bookstagram – these are the fun things in life!

But chronic illness has me down, guys. It’s difficult to enjoy everything I would like to while worrying about next steps. Sigh.

That’s why you can trust me when I recommend comfort reads! Here they are.

Hana Khan Carries On

An audio novel can be the perfect escape when my eyes are exhausted! I absolutely adore this ode to community and belonging.

Hana is a radio intern, also working at her family’s restaurant. Storytelling is her passion. She can’t believe their restaurant’s story might be over due to the competing business across the street! Hana Khan won’t always be an intern or a waitress, but she will always fight for her family.

Tropes: Anonymous Internet Friends, It’s Not Personal It’s Business.

Topical issues: Second Generation Canadians, Cultural And Religious Freedoms.

Text reads: Hana Khan Carries On, Uzma Jalaluddin.
Image description: Artistic rendering of a woman wearing a rainbow-colored head scarf or hijab, holding a microphone.

Dear Wendy

So glad I found this new release – I adore a contemporary novel based on friendship!

For relationship advice, Wellesley College students ask either ‘Dear Wendy’ or ‘Dear Wanda’. Whether they choose the type-A Wendy or the unfiltered Wanda, they’ve come to expect snarky comments from both in an escalating advice war. The drama is almost worth the love trouble!

Trope: Secret identity on social media, rivalry to friendship.

Topical Issues: Social Media For Good Or Harm, Internalized Gender Bias And Amatonormativity.

Text: Dear Wendy, Ann Zhao.
Image Description: Two woman in pajamas lounge on a green rug. Next to them is a bowl of popcorn and two cellphones facedown. Clothing is green and purple.

Tone Deaf

Re-reading a compelling teen drama…it just helps. This one’s in my Kindle category ‘music‘, a story about a callous lead singer showing compassion to a not-fan in a desperate situation.

Main character Ali finds herself unexpectedly trusting rockstar Jase, finding commonality in musical passion, trauma, and loss. She’s deaf and he knows ASL but won’t tell her how. Dramaaaa.

Tropes: All of them!

There are parallels to Twilight, minus the vampires. The band is a found family with secrets. (Spoiler: Also, a very familiar chase through an airport scene!)

Text reads: Tone Deaf, Olivia Rivers.
Image Description: Audience at a concert face a lit stage with arms raised.

Get A Life, Chloe Brown

I recently drove an hour for a five-minute doctor appointment and wanted to stretch my legs. Found myself a coffee and a $2 copy of my favorite book!! Now, when I feel scared about illness, I look at this cover and feel less alone. Chloe is my sister in chronic illness!

Image description: Book shelf displays Get A Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert. The cover is pink, with a cat sat beside a couple holding hands. From left to right, the book spines are: Radio Silence, Are You There God It's Me Margaret, The Chalice Of The Gods, Yes No Maybe So.

Sea Of Monsters

Jordan and I have the Percy Jackson and the Olympians series on Audible. We’ve been listening together while walking (actual, out-of-doors walking – there are trees and everything)!

Tyson is by far my favorite in this re-read of book two. He prayed for a friend – I’m crying!

New bookshelf

I set up this bookshelf in my home office. I love it so much. It’s incredibly flimsy, but I set the heaviest books on the lower shelves… Cute, right?

Image: Two shelves display books. Facing forward, Get A Life Chloe Brown by Thslia Hibbert (top) and Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead (bottom). A decorative wooden box engraved with a dragon sits next to The Lord Of The Rings and a miniature blue Jane Austen collection sits in front of multicolored book spines.

Wishing you all a safe Mental Health Awareness Month! 💚

Check out Robyn the Weird for more blogging/poetry about mental illness.

Books · Love · Review

Books With Heart

It’s February, so please allow me to review three recent romantic reads for you!

A satisfying romantic novel needs three things: creative communication, a scintillating setting, and emotional devastation. ❤️

Creative Communication

Hidden Love Letters ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

In November, I read Secretly Yours, by Tessa Bailey.

So your longtime crush jogs the same path, shirtless, daily. Is that reason to leave an anonymous love note? Oh…oh, she’s actually doing it. Well, it’s not worse than theft, or vandalism, or day drinking to support a friend’s wine shop. Hallie is dealing with life just fine.

Cooking For Love ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

In December, I read The Romantic Agenda, by Claire Kann.

All the ingredients are here. One’s a casual baker, another’s a culinary perfectionist, a third is smitten, and the fourth? Well, he’s never tasted anything so unexpectedly sweet.

PDA At Work ⭐️⭐️⭐️

In January, I read the audiobook The Love Hypothesis, by Ali Hazelwood.

Academics barely have time to eat, much less to date. Olive prefers her friendships to potential romance, anyway. But what if her friend needs her to find love? Faking it with a colleague is the obvious choice. Hypothesis: Kissing Adam will solve everything.

Immersive Destination

Romance blooms in unlikely places. Did you expect a tropical vacation? A beach in Greece, perhaps a charming villa? Nope.

Research Lab ⭐️⭐️⭐️

The Love Hypothesis opens with frazzled Olive caught out in a lie. She’s at the lab, not on a date getting over her ex. Unfortunately, no one has work-life balance, so Anh sees her, and so does the unpleasant professor who she hastily kisses! Flickering fluorescents? Not so romantic.

A Woodsy Cabin ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

The Romantic Agenda centers around a weekend in the woods. The cabin is more of a large house. Requirements: a boating lake, a full kitchen, and a reason to take secluded hikes. The location didn’t add much to the plot, but it was complicit to the drama!

A Vineyard ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Secretly Yours provides a more traditional romance setting. Hallie, a gardener, has been infatuated with vineyard heir Julian for years. While determined to write his novel, Julian finds himself distracted by wine-related small town drama.

While the research lab was creative, and the cabin was fun, Tessa Bailey’s small town vibes charmed me the most! ❤️

Emotional Devastation

Grief Isn’t Sane ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

In Secretly Yours, Tessa Bailey writes grief like it’s a mutating beast. I wasn’t expecting such unapologetic truth from a wine-centered romance. Trauma isn’t pretty, but a shared understanding might help two lost souls breathe again.

Fear Of Rejection ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

For friendship, Olive Smith kisses Adam Carlson. Because her friend is watching. And lying is apparently what she does to preserve her found family.

Ali Hazelwood is a friendship genius, devoting pages of The Love Hypothesis to lighthearted ease and unbreakable bonds. I appreciate that the romance doesn’t strangle the friendships in the story.

As a neurodivergent woman, I feel pretty represented here! I’m sure many academics, like Olive, are neurospicy, which comes with a learned fear of rejection. Best to choose friends who value your humor, brains, and intensity!

Breaking Down ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Claire Kann’s The Romantic Agenda has broken and healed me. I’m still fondly recalling awkward bonding moments between friends and lovers. Everyone grew. No one was spared the pain.

Main character, Joy, is heartbroken over her best friend, Malcolm. Malcolm is hoping to introduce his bestie to his potential wife during a perfectly planned weekend. How far will Joy go to preserve the peace? Should she stop hiding?

Memorable Reads

All three novels were packed full of quirkiness and depth, setting up and exploring real issues.

The Romantic Agenda: prejudice, amatonormativity, gender bias.

The Love Hypothesis: systemic issues in academia, consent, neurodivergence (implicit).

Secretly Yours: grief, trauma, mental health.

Call it whatever you like – a rom-com, a contemporary fic, or a fluffy romance – but my favorite authors will break my heart. 💔

Thanks for reading!

– Do you agree these three components equal a quality romance?

– What did you read for Love Month?

– I didn’t rate the spicy content because I don’t care about the spice! 🌶️ Do you read Ali Hazelwood and Tessa Bailey for the spice?

Check out last year’s Book Love!

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Books · Percy Jackson · Review

Reviewing New Percy Jackson!

The Chalice Of The Gods by Rick Riordan is very new. It’s not just bonus content. This is a sequel to ten books of questing and angsting. This is Percy Jackson’s young adult phase!

We find Percy at home in New York City where he is, once again, starting at a new high school. (How many times is this?) Demigods never get a break from shenanigans.

Percy must make-up class work, ace his courses, and earn godly recommendations, before applying to college. He is motivated by his family, his best friend, Grover, and his girlfriend, Annabeth, to reach his goal: New Rome University.

A (Spoiler-free) Quest

Odd Jobs? Call Percy Jackson! Experienced Demigod. Will work for reference letters.

So there’s this god. He lost a chalice. It’s kinda urgent and time-sensitive. Sounds about right to Percy!

‘My second thought was: Why do the gods keep losing their magic items? It was like a job requirement for them:
1) become a god,
2) get a cool magic thing,
3) lose it,
4) ask a demigod to find it.
Maybe they just enjoyed doing it, the way cats like knocking things off tables.’
Rick Riordan, The Chalice Of The Gods

Nostalgic Humor

Nostalgic humor is a thing! Rick Riordan’s trademark humor reminds us that, yes, Percy is the same kid who ‘s been sassing and bargaining with the gods since age 12.

He’s 17 now, though. And I’m here for the trio with enough pocket money for the fancy juice bar! The vibe is extracurricular questing and home for dinner.

Annabeth and Percy have met gods in Los Angeles, titans in San Francisco, and monsters at military school. They’ve quested across oceans, yet it turns out there’s plenty going on in their own neighborhood.

Neurodivergent Kids

Percy and Annabeth are important neurodivergent characters, especially as they ascend into young adulthood. Success is not equitable in academics. Kids growing up with learning disabilities and neurological differences, like Dyslexia or ADHD, often find requirements unfairly demanding due to their unique circumstances. It’s unfair, but accurate, to see these kids fight extra hard for their education.

The hope I read in Percy Jackson’s story is that his support system will boost him when he struggles. His stepdad, Paul, will fight for Percy’s academic rghts every time! The illustrious Sally Jackson reminds her son he’s wonderful and strong. Percy may fight alone at times but, whenever possible, his chosen family fights by his side!

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Five stars! You must read about adventures in beaurocracy with this veteran demigod! It’s culturally relevant, grows along with its readers, and pops with exciting mythology.

Next, I am reading ‘Daughter Of The Deep‘, Riordan’s reimagining of Jules Verne’s classic science fiction. Ana Dakkar is a normal schoolkid, apart from her school’s emphasis on marine skills. A legacy, a war, and a feisty dolphin sidekick don’t make her special…right? 🐬

Thanks for reading! 📚

book tag · Books · reading

‘Down The TBR Hole’ Challenge!

Should I keep the oldest titles on my To-Be-Read list? Let’s find out!

I recently came across Misty’s Book Space and the weekly tag run by @jodyblogs. Here’s how it works.

  • Go to your Goodreads to-read shelf.
  • Order on ascending date added.
  • Take the first 5 (or 10 (or even more!) if you’re feeling adventurous) books. Of course, if you do this weekly, you start where you left off the last time.
  • Read the synopses of the books
  • Decide: keep it or should it go?
  • Down The TBR Hole – please use the hashtag #DTTBRH and tag @jodyblogs.

This is a fantastic idea! I’m ready to refresh my memory while tidying up my TBR list!

My Goodreads TBR is at 391 titles.

My Kindle TBR holds 91 titles.

1. The Book Thief by Markus Zusak
Added: July 2015
Genre: Historical Fiction
Pro: Book about books
Con: I avoid books about Holocaust
Remove

2. Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli
Added: July 2015
Genre: Middle Grade/Contemporary
Pro: Celebrates nonconformity
Con: Manic-pixie dream girl trope
Keep

3. The Invisible Man by H.G. Wells
Added: July 2015
Genre: Classic/Science Fiction
Pro: Invisibility is funny
Con: Invisibility is creepy
Remove

4. The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Joanne Gise
Added: July 2015
Genre: Classics
Pro: Adventure story
Con: A little bit old?
Keep

5. The Rest Is Noise: Listening to the Twentieth Century by Alex Ross
Added: July 2015
Genre: Non-fiction
Pro: I nerd-out over music…
Con: …but this is too intense
Remove

6. Mr. Darcy’s Diary (Jane Austen
Heroes, #1)
by Amanda Grange
Added: July 2015
Genre: Austen re-telling
Pro: Sequel to Pride and Prejudice
Con: Diary-style can be boring, but…
Keep

7. The Book of Lost Things by John Connolly
Added: July 2015
Genre: Fantasy
Pro: Worldbuilding and adventure
Con: Angst-driven
Keep

8. I Capture the Castle bv Dodie Smith
Added: November 2015
Genre: Historical fiction
Pro: Character-driven
Con: Romance-driven
Keep

9. A Cup of Sake Beneath the Cherry Trees by Yoshida Kenko
Added: November 2015
Genre: Essays/Poetry
Pro: I like the idea but…
Con: Is it a faithful translation?
Remove

10. An Improbable Friendship: The Remarkable Lives of Israeli Ruth Davan and Palestinian Raymonda Tawil and Their Forty-Year Peace Mission by Anthony David
Added: November 2015
Genre: Dual-biography
Pro: Already on my Kindle
Con: Rarely in a biography mood
Remove

11. The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
Added: November 2015
Genre: Classic/Coming Of Age
Pro: I’ll finally understand references
Con: Very, very male
Remove – I’m back and forth on this one!

12. The Princess Bride by William Goldman
Added: December 2017
Genre: Fantasy
Pro: Love the film
Con: None
Keep

13. Wonder by R.J. Palacio
Added: December 2017
Genre: YA Contemporary
Pro: Love the film
Con: Please, I don’t want to cry
Remove

14. Alice In Wonderland by Lewis Carroll
Added: December 2017
Genre: Fantasy
Pro: Surreality is my drug
Con: Can it live up to expectations?
Keep

15. The Wizard Of Earthsea by Ursula K. Leguin
Added: December 2017
Genre: Fantasy
Pro: A wizard on a quest
Con: I started the audiobook version and gave up as it began so slowly.
Keep

16. The Scarlet Letter by Nathaniel Hawthorne
Added: December 2017
Genre: Classics
Pro: I suspect it has a deeper level than smalltown misogyny
Con: Will anger me
Remove

17. The Phantom Of The Opera by Gaston Leroux
Added: December 2017
Genre: Classics
Pro: Would like to say I read it
Con: Likely better as a musical
Remove

18. The Wonderful Wizard of Oz by L. Frank Baum
Genre: Childrens’ Classic
Pro: It might be better than the film
Con: My interest level is low at the moment
Remove

19. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings (Maya Angelou’s Autobiography)
Genre: Autobiography
Pro: I want to open my mind and heart to this important woman
Con: I don’t want to break my heart
Keep

20. The Old Man and the Sea by Ernest Hemingway
Genre: Classics
Pro: Short
Con: A man and a fish
Remove

Lately, I prioritize a fun time over an intense read. I have also learned that many books are not worth my time, even classics, non-fiction, or award-winning titles. I think I’ll keep on reevaluating my list!

My Goodreads TBR is now at 380 titles.

Let me know if you try the challenge, too!

Books · mental health · Review

Mid-Year Book Freak Out 2023

2023 has been about escape. Fantasy worlds and alternate realities feel so safe, outside of the terribleness of life in general.

Title image: White text on a purple background reads,
MID-YEAR BOOK FREAK OUT 2023

I’m excited to share 4 books that have helped me through a lonely time. Another 4 reviews are coming soon. I have big feelings that must be shared!

#1 – Book that made me happy

The Hereafter Bytes – By Vincent Scott

Book cover: The Hereafter Bytes by Vincent Scott. Subtitle: A funny sci-fi novel.
Picture: A cartoonish, humanoid robot appears to be running away from something. For a face, the robot has a digital screen displaying a man's worried expression.

To the left, a quote from the book reads,
There was a time when I was just your run of the mill asexual college dropout, working at a server farm full of dead people, whose best friend is dominatrix. Totally normal ... okay, I mean, normality is subjective.

This story is about Romeo, a man who no longer has a bio body. His life is surprisingly normal: work, friends, financial woes. This comedy sci-fi was everything I wanted! Romeo’s dominatrix bestie Abigail is in a life-or-death predicament, prompting a literal and digital highspeed chase. Will loyalty to his chosen family lead to Romeo to saving the world?

Digital-life is layered over real-life in this futuristic society. Digital grafitti decorates the city – a positive, artistic effect of techno-media! The negative side of technological advancement exists, too. “Ghosts” like Romeo require real-world infrastructure to enjoy digital utopia, which costs money. Prejudice is evident in the inability of drones to identify ghosts like Romeo as people. He is used to being entirely ignored in public.

In circumstances where Romeo is misjudged, we realize how non-human he seems to the outside eye. But, most of the time, we experience him as an average human with friends, a routine, natural emotions, and wicked wit. It’s a juxtaposition of community and otherness in a minority citizen.

#2 – Biggest surprise

Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret – By Judy Blume

Book cover: Are You There God? It's Me, Margaret by Judy Blume
Other text: Now a major motion picture
Picture: On a pale-blue cover, a young girl in purple plaid reaches to adjust the back of her shoe. Her schoolbag balances on her back. 

To the right, a quote from the book reads,
Are you there God? It's me, Margaret. I'm going to temple today-with Grandma... I'm sure this will help me decide what to be. I've never been inside a temple or a church. I'II look for you God.

Margaret Simon is experiencing a very normal childhood in which her parents move house, from Brooklyn to suburban New Jersey. She’s a well-mannered girl. Clean, polite, thoughtful.

We are privy to Margaret’s prayers as she looks for God in various places, questions her identity, and fears being an outsider. Her new social circle will teach her to choose carefully who is deserving of trust. And, after all, can she trust God?

I, a very spiritual and curious book lover, have finally read ‘Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret‘. I relate to Margaret’s yearning for a relationship with The Creator. As a child, I often found it was easier to “find God” alone rather than in a church. Although Margaret’s parents want her to choose for herself, their own issues with religion complicate her search.

I am familiar with Blume by way of ‘The Tales Of The Fourth Grade Nothing‘ and ‘Blubber‘. I learned what a crush feels like through Peter’s POV. I witnessed the devastation of bullying with Jill. Blume precisely captures the pre-teen experience. Revisit a time when your body seemed an entire, unknowable world and society seemed a mass of contradictions.

#3 – Best audiobook

Highly Suspicious And Unfairly Cute – By Talia Hibbert

Title: Highly Suspicious And Unfairly Cute by Talia Hibbert
Book cover: Pale pink cover with script in hot pink and white.
The Illustration depicts three evergreen trees, a black teen woman and a black teen man. The woman is curvy, wearing an alien graphic tee and blushing. The man is taller, wearing a compass around his neck and smirking. They give each other side-eye.

To the right, a quote from the book reads,
There's a lot of people in this world, and you just can't categorize them as yes or no, friend or foe.

This is a tale of Awkwardness, Sass, and Revenge. Two over-achieving students compete for a scholarship, realizing their antagonism has many layers.

I loved being in Celine’s head. She is biting, protective, confident, inspired! Celine excels at unraveling conspiracy theories for her popular channel, but she often fails to understand people. And Brad brings out the absolute worst in her! He’s maddeningly cheerful, calm, popular…

In Brad’s head, we feel Celine’s distain. Surely he can tolerate her presence long enough to win a scholarship, despite the competition involving teamwork, leadership skills and (ew) camping outdoors. (Cue disaster!)

White text on a blue background reads,
I'm resilient. (You have to be when your OCD wants you to stay in a nice, clean empty room for safety reasons, but you want to have a life.)
I'm committed. (I did therapy for like five years even though it was really annoying.) I'm a creative thinker (although you wouldn't know it by the way my mind goes blank when I open a word document.)
- Talia Hibbert

I’m not an audiobook expert, but I think the directing was great and the performances were special! Mental health is an important theme with Brad’s ever-present OCD and the pressures on Celine to support her single-parent family. This fast-paced drama has indeed lived up to its title ‘unfairly cute‘.

#4 – Best Book Of 2023 so far

Now That You Mention It – By Kristan Higgins

Book cover: Now That You Mention It, by
Kristan Higgins
Picture: A signpost points in multiple directs on a sky-blue background.

To the right, a quote from the book reads,
I didn't want to be known for all the misery I'd been through. I wanted to be seen as the happiest person around. And I was. God, I was.

Trigger Warnings: Assault, Sexual Assault, Reference to bullying, mental illness, substance abuse, disordered eating.

Do you love a messy main character? Uncovering painful secrets? Multiple generations of family reconnecting? I don’t think I’ve forgotten a single detail since reading this in February. It’s that all-consuming. To tell you would ruin the book, so I will set the scene instead.

This story opens on the main character’s (almost) death. Death by exterminator van. Or, really, death by agreeableness. Because isn’t agreeableness the reason she’s running out for pizza when her hospital shift is over? Isn’t she so perfect, so kind, so competent? A fabulous, lustrous, energetic main character, truly!

A tiny step into the street shakes Nora Stuart out of stagnance. She realizes it’s time to look deeper at how she’s living this life, starting by repairing family connections. As we follow Nora to her island hometown, we learn about the strength and trauma beneath the unflappably cheerful exterior.

Changing it up

Things are good – so firmly good that I feel empowered to choose the direction my life is taking. Reading is once again fueling my passion! I’m no longer only using books for escape.

In the second half of 2023, I aim to blog about more books that I loved. And then what? Let’s find out!

Photo of Robyn's face, a 35-year-old white woman, wearing a blue-gray hood and pink headphones, smiling and wearing no makeup.
A regular day selfie without makeup, just me.

Thank you for reading. 💙

Books · Love · Review

Book Love

Books I love, books about love, and good feels for February! ❤️❤️❤️

Reading can be more comforting than a hot, sweet mug of coffee. A few select books may even be chocolate-level. I’ll submit these three for your consideration!

Let’s Talk About Love

Let’s Talk About Love – Claire Kann

I learned so much about love from this genius novel. Claire Kann nails it, from the introduction (Alice getting dumped) through the growing pains, to a beautiful realization (spoiler alert, it’s about love)!

This is not a spoiler: Alice is asexual. She’s not sexually attracted to anyone. It’s fine. What’s not fine? Pretty much everything else. She can’t academically please her parents. Or keep up with her engaged BFFs. Alice should just hide from the world. Enter Takumi. Her new coworker at the library is cute, caring, and impossible to hide from…perfect. 🖤🖤🖤

Tell Me Three Things

Tell Me Three Things – Julie Buxbaum

This YA Contemporary gem has ‘You’ve Got Mail’ vibes. What could be better? Just when Jessie seems stranded in crunchy California amidst designer-toting pre-celebs, two things happen. 1) She gets a job at a bookshop. 2) An anonymous student emails her with advice on how to survive their ritzy, cliquey school.

Jessie is already a survivor. She lost a version of her father when Mom died. When Dad suddenly remarries, moving her across the country, she must survive without her childhood BFF, Scarlett. Will texting with Scar (and a random stranger) be enough to keep Jessie Holmes from falling off the face of the earth? 💔💔💔

Stop My Bleeding Heart

Stop My Bleeding Heart – Victoria Anders

Dramatic title, dramatic tale! I’ll set the scene: Teenage Jade Diamond may as well be Snow White. She’s got the insidious stepmother. She’s an orphan taking refuge with seven sassy foster brothers. Who doesn’t adore a Found Family? ❤️❤️❤️

While living on her aunt’s farm, Jade tries to grieve her father while numbly navigating a new high school. She doesn’t count on meeting cute, artsy and athletic boys who could stop her heart. An intriguing romantic plot ensues!

🖤🖤🖤

Happily Ever Maybe?

So, we have 1) A break-up, 2) Loss of a parent, 3) Loss of a parent under mysterious circumstances – take your pick!

All three of these authors immerse me in humor, deep emotion, and suspense. That’s why I have re-read them again and again. Sweet, yet rich. Soothing to the soul.

Happy love month! ❤️

(I wish you chocolates and happiness!)

Books · reading · Review

My Year In Books 2022

During my reading journey, books become part of me in many ways. A very difficult year is ending. Join me as I recall the joys of discovery – of fantasy and comaraderie – with this celebratory blog post!

New Favorites Discovered

I cannot physically hold them, but these hold space in my heart! #Sappy #NotSorry

‘It wasn’t one simple thing. It was more like a billion tiny things all pulling together to form one giant tidal wave of stress.’

Radio Silence, A Oseman

Radio Silence is a critical fiction about the pressures of academia and the mental health and societal ramifications to youths. Pressing children to shed individuality, British grammar schools are shown to glamorize one ultimate goal despite inequitable advantages. Characters Frances, Aled, Daniel and Cerys are just a few students struggling to survive until university.

Eleanor & Park is a take on teen romance, angst, and the powerful emotions that accompany feeling rejected, disconnected, and vulnerable. Can high school torture bond these two incompatible misfits?

Magnus Chase is still my favorite character of 2022! I love his snarky face. No found family (living or dead) will ever surpass Magnus, Blitzen, Hearthstone, Sam and floor 19. #FightMe

In my Mid-Year Book Freak Out I already told you all about Fangirl and Magnus! I had BIG feelings about the mental health portrayal in Turtles. Get A Life, Chloe Brown helped me address the reality of living with chronic pain. Sanditon also got it’s own post, Austen-ish.

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Genre of the Year

If I count re-reads, I read 50% YA Fantasy in 2022.

(Rick Riordan’s Percy Jackson series and Heroes of Olympus series bring me continuous joy!)

I also needed YA Contemporary books to make it through. One genre was my escape, the other, my inspiration!

YA Fantasy 22/44

YA Contemporary 15/44

Clearly, I am obsessed with demigod life:

A Riordanverse Playlist

Re-reads of 2022: Percy Jackson and the Olympians, R Riordan

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Top Recommendation

Murder In Westminster (A Riveting Regency Historical Mystery) by Vanessa Riley

I took my time reading this book! It was vivid, like a quality TV series. I wanted to extend the suspense by slowly reading a couple chapters at a time. The mystery – absorbing! The characters – intriguing!

The regency era setting, with more diversity of background AND perspective than I am used to reading, is rich and entertaining. The gowns, the rainy London streets, the carriages… I’m here for it all!

The fight for abolition – the fear and prejudice – is touched on so very delicately. I trust Vanessa Riley to weave history into fiction in a powerful, relevent way.

Why read future sequels? Well, firstly there’s Abigail’s inherited gift that plagues her. Could this gift be useful after all? And, I love to see an intelligent, qualified woman acknowledged!

‘My mother would say a woman builds or destroys her own house.’

Murder In Westminster, V Riley

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Most Re-Readable

Stay Gold by Tobly McSmith

Pony is a main character. Like, actually. It is the first day at a new high school, and his film-loving brain is already casting him in a teen movie! Pranks – check. Jocks – check. Cheerleaders – check. A clean slate – TBD.

See, Pony is trans and beginning the year in “stealth mode”. It’s going to be so much easier – and so much harder – to navigate judgmental teen culture as himself.

‘Cue dramatic music. New Kid is frozen in place on the curb. He made it through the parking lot but is now stuck. Imaginary cameras fly in to capture his face…’

Stay Gold, T McSmith

❤️❤️❤️

Book Club Reads

Books about books, classics and philosophical discussion! #BookObsessed

  • The Jane Austen Society – N Jenner
  • Fathers and Sons – I Turgenev
  • The Midnight Library – M Haig
  • Frankenstein – M Shelley

This year, we read four very different yet enjoyable novels. TJAS allowed us to fangirl over Austen together! F&S was a thoughtful narrative contrasting generational beliefs in 19th century Russia. Frankenstein was very sad, but philosophical. The Midnight Library gifted me a new perspective of Depression and hope.

🖤🖤🖤

I Finally Read…

Dating Makes Perfect – P Dunn (ya contemporary)

Dating drama! Plus, very loyal sisters, Thai American families, and one mortal enemy.

Winnie’s humiliation is about to be orchestrated by her own mother. Her enemy has front row seats. Can their relationship survive this onslaught, or will they become (ew) friends? An entertaining writing style, with realistic and humorous perspectives!

🧡🧡🧡

Series To Continue

  • The Mortal Instruments – C Clare (3/6)
  • Charlotte Holmes – B Cavallard (1/4)
  • The Kane Chronicles – R Riordan (2/3)

I recently binged City Of Bones, City Of Ashes, and City Of Glass. There are three more in the series. On one hand, I don’t love the repetitive writing style. On the other hand, these warrior children, I wanna see them save the world!! Does Clary make me wanna scream? Yes! But… more story, please.

Once I got over A Study In Charlotte being in a boy’s POV, I liked it! Both Charlotte Holmes and James Watson are teen descendants of the famed investigative duo. (Of course, Watson is the narrator.) They meet at college where they are framed for murder. Can Jamie and Charlotte trust each other when the world seems out to get them?

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Series Completed

The Tethering series by M O’Russell (4/4)

Jacob comes into a secret power, a new family, and a political struggle that will decide the fate of a magical world. I could not stop reading! (The Tethering, The Siren’s Realm, The Dragon Unbound, The Blood Heir)

Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard by Rick Riordan (3/3)

Magnus has been living on the street a while when he realizes someone is looking for him. Unfortunately, his fate (or stupidity) leads to a deathly fall, violent new associates, and a prophecy. Worst death ever. (Sword of Summer, Hammer of Thor, Ship of the Dead)

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New Books On My Shelf

(This is a non-literal shelf, folks! Still, it’s exciting to see so much variety ahead of me in the new year!)

  • Hey, Brown Girl – J Harden (ya contemporary)
  • Greyboy – C Brown (non-fiction)
  • Landline – Rainbow Rowell (contemporary fiction)
  • A Duke, A Lady, and a Baby – V Riley (historical, mystery)
  • The Forty Elephants – E Bledsoe (historical, crime)
  • A Room Of One’s Own – V Woolf (feminist fiction)
  • The Spectacular – Z Whittall (feminist fiction)
  • Max and the Multiverse – Z Wheeler (sci-fi)
  • Lizard Music – D Pinkwater (middle grade, magical realism)
  • The Shepherd and the Horned Girl – B Bright (ya fantasy)
  • The Humans – M Haig (sci-fi)
  • My Famous Brain – D Wald (psychological fiction)
  • Lost Connections – J Hari (non-fiction, mental health)

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And, finally, blog features to come in 2023:

  • ‘Own Voices’ – What I Want To See
  • The Jane Austen Book Club (Comparing the book to the movie)
  • Re-reading my childhood favorites

Happy reading! 💜 ~ Ro

Books · music · Percy Jackson

Secret Favorite Songs Of Our Favorite Demigods

A Riordanverse Playlist

My two greatest obsessions of 2022 have been music and Percy Jackson! What is my latest nerdy project?

(Secret) Favorite Albums!

I decided to out these warrior kids for their secret tracks! (Not necessarily guilty pleasures, but the songs they aren’t exactly proud to call favorites.) What exactly is the best music for monster-hunting?

Thalia Grace

Artemis provides endless music selections to her hunters! Yes, Thalia is punk. No, she doesn’t choose 3 Doors Down. She absolutely does not hum along to ‘Let Me Be Myself‘ or ‘Runaway‘. How dare you.

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Reyna Avila Ramírez-Arrellano listens to…

Taylor Swift. Fearless. This is her me time. Get out.

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Jason Grace listens to…

The Killers. Hot Fuss. Jason has memorized ‘Somebody Told Me‘. It plays on repeat in his head while he tries to empty his brain of stressful thoughts. There are so many.

(‘Another head aches’, indeed! Sorry, Jason!)

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Frank Zhang listens to…

I Am…Sasha Fierce. Big emotions require Beyoncé! If you ask him, he will just blush and glare. Confidence-building is a process, okay?

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Hazel Levesque

Leo once joked that children of Hades only like Emo music. Percy laughingly suggested “Death Cab For Cutie“. Frank found the music for her and, well, Hazel doesn’t want to admit she loved it.

(Ask Annabeth about an actual death cab – it’s a funny story!)

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Annabeth Chase

Black Eyed Peas (The E.N.D.) songs take up most of Annabeth’s study playlist. Scientifically proven for demigod success!

(A literal party could not stop Annabeth when she’s hyperfocused on an idea.)

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Percy Jackson

A school roommate left behind their Cake CD, ‘Pressure Chief‘, and Percy got to love the weird lyrics and slow-pop melodies.

(But, if Thalia asks, Green Day is The Best and Thalia Rulez!)

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Nico Di Angelo

Nico doesn’t mind angst. But… Make Believe does not sound as angsty as these lyrics may seem! It’s perfect to cry a while or to sit in gloomy silence. (Future Nico probably graduates to ‘The Angel And The One‘. And ‘Hero‘. Feel better, Nico!)

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Will Solace

Will’s secret rebellion is listening to Tokyo Police Club ‘Smith EP’ with his earbuds in while organizing the med bay. TPC is on Apollo’s list of Strictly Not Approved artists.

We support micro-rebellions!

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Piper Mclean

Piper’s guilty pleasure is Britney Spears. She resisted pop music for years. Recently, the ‘Free Britney movement’ led to self-reflection. She decided patriarchy and ableism can suck it, and ‘Blackout‘ is feminist and genius!

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Leo Valdez

Leo doesn’t really think about music. (Please don’t judge!) He’s been known to listen to his favorite movie soundtracks, like Transformers!

(He’s the one to talk to if you want your music to blast the loudest! Just remember to specify decibel preference.)

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Can you imagine these kids on the Argo II chilling with headphones on? Or, at Camp Half-Blood or in New Rome? Hope you enjoyed snooping with me! I’m sure the demigods don’t mind… Anyway, we all have secret favorites! What’s yours and why?

Stay warm, stay safe, feel loved this winter!

Another Percy Jackson-themed playlist

Books · mental health · Review

Get A Life, Chloe Brown! A Review

Today, I escaped my comfort zone along with brave Chloe Brown.

I have no regrets.

A hilarious  and inclusive, brave and hopeful fiction!

Have I reviewed a rom-com yet? I haven’t? Well, I am picky about them. The key ingredients for me are: sassy characters, an inclusive message, a hopeful conclusion – and, of course, romance tropes! (Hmm, perhaps the Grumpy Sunshine trope?) 😊

Get a Life, Chloe Brown by Talia Hibbert

After a near death experience, cautious Chloe Brown decides to push her boundaries and makes a list of exciting adventures, sort of a bucket list, except she calls it her Get A Life list. Its all things she’s missed out on over the years while dealing with chronic pain.

(Synopsis from The Book Girl Club Podcast)

Chloe gets a new apartment, independent from her family – check! Her building’s superintendent, Redford “Red” Morgan, is tattooed, sweet, and does not like Chloe. That is, until he surprisingly agrees to help with a few items on her ‘Get A Life’ list. Red is a secret artist, getting back into painting after a traumatic relationship.

‘If she died tomorrow she now knew she’d have no regrets.’

Tropes I love!

This romantic adventure provides almost every sugary trope you might crave! Awkward miscommunication, reminiscent of a Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan film, saturates each chapter. Every revellation between Chloe and Red is electric! 😆

Talia Hibbert’s achievement here is a quality rom-com full of sass and hilarity, and a main character with a disability. Disability, mental health, and trauma are not the main focus. Therapy is not the plot. Ill health is not the villain.

Red and Chloe both have good reason to fear of rejection. They have even deeper reasons to overcome that fear. After all, getting a life means taking risks!

I struggle with taking risks, as Chloe does, having lost things due to illness. It can become very difficult to trust good things. There’s strength in surviving and hope in taking first steps. 🌈

Inclusivity means writing characters with real experience outside the norm (whatever normal is). This is brave writing. This is not a mere fun read to pick up at an airport! (Although it is so fun!)

‘“Excuse me, universe,” she whispered to the kitchen floor. “When you almost murdered me today—which was rather brutal, by the way, but I can respect that—were you trying to tell me something?” The universe, very enigmatically, did not respond.’

Sassy Characters

Pay close attention. Watch how Red’s family, friends and acquaintances rejoice in his authentic nurturing and kind personality. His masculinity is beautiful – unapologetic and pretty – and very unlike the male love interests we expect to read.

Watch how Chloe respects Red, treating him like a human being (not just a sexual being). Chloe models respect for herself and others, giving a strong feminist impression. (Feminist meaning equality between men and women.) This is so rare. Even YA books tend to write women/girls romantically or sexually exploiting men/boys as a type of performative feminism. This author clearly believes readers can handle men with emotions – I agree!

I’m not saying Chloe is perfect. (Perfect female characters are misogynistic and cliche.) She makes mistakes, says terrible things, and apologizes like the imperfect human she is. Her actions are inseparably feminist and authentic. Watch how Chloe is not clambering to fix Red, nor he to rescue her. 🙌

‘I can cook. And, right now, you can’t. So I’m doing it for you because that’s how people should behave; they fill in each other’s gaps.’

A Hopeful Message

When I say that this novel makes me feel seen, it is because I have been craving a story that doesn’t solve every pain (unrealistically) by the end credits. When I say this novel leaves me hopeful, it’s because we need as many characters who diverge from stereotypes as possible!

We need Reds and Chloes. Women who are strong, not in a manly way. Men who are nurturing, not in a womanly way. Disabilities that are not plot points to overcome. We need characters knowing better and doing better on the page, modeling true inclusivity.

I take the themes in this book, like compassion, respect and dignity, very personally. I live with chronic health issues. I have felt similar pain to Chloe (emotional, not just physical) and it is devastating. 😭

‘Bravery wasn’t an identity, so much as a choice.‘

We Need More Books!

Content warning: There are sexually explicit descriptions (which means there are expletives used throughout). There is also mention of abuse.

I didn’t read this book when it was first released due to the adult themes. But, there are so few inclusive stories with disabled characters that I don’t feel like I can be picky. When I find wonderful books without explicit language and sexual content, I will share and review them, too! 👍

Let’s support the voices of disabled and marginalized authors! Show the publishing companies we absolutely want more of this. I greatly admire Talia Hibbert for sharing part of herself in this novel. I may even check out the others in her ‘Brown Sisters’ Trilogy!

~ Do you enjoy writing lists?

~ Do you ever forget how to socialize? (Like after a bout of isolation?)

~ What’s your favorite romance trope?